I intended to post this yesterday, but got involved in the studio, then suddenly realized it was midnight and I couldn't keep my eyes open. But I want to share with you a bit about what I learned yesterday about authenticity.
When John left for work yesterday, I noticed that it was very cool and cloudy; a perfect opportunity to work in the flower bed in the front yard. It has suffered neglect lately. I have been wanting to trim the shrubs, but the honey bees have been busy at work on the Indian Hawthorne. But now, it is past the prime blooming season, so there is no more excuse.
The geraniums are beginning to fade also now that the weather is getting hot, but they still look pretty when viewed en masse.
Since this flower bed has an Eastern exposure, I was really enjoying the cool, overcast skies. Our topiary shrub by the front door was especially shaggy, so it took quite a bit of trimming to get in to shape again. The birds were singing all around me as the tender green leaves gave way to my hand.
I thought about what a fine time this was for mediation and contemplation. I have always felt close to God when surrounded by nature. Yes, I really should develop this as a daily habit.
That thought led to another thought; the mental picture of a lady tending her roses as I walked by on my stroll around the subdivision. Her yard is one of those you just have to admire because it is excellent in every way; beautifully designed, beautiful plantings, and meticulously maintained. It is perfection.
As I remembered her yard, I thought, "I want my yard to look like her yard." Suddenly, I saw the similarity between that and what is so tempting when we produce art, especially as beginners; the temptation to copy the work of someone we admire. Then, I began asking myself, "Well, what is it about her yard that I admire so much? Is it the plants themselves, the way she has used them in the landscape, or is it the maintenance that I admire?" I had to admit it was definitely the maintenance. Everything just looks so crisp and orderly in her yard. "Well, I could do that part in my own yard. I wouldn't have to plant everything exactly as she has. If I just attend to the maintenance of my own shrubs, like she does, my yard would also look crisp and fresh."
And then I thought, "Perhaps it is the same with art. We don't have to copy another artist's style to incorporate what we admire in their work. If we could isolate what it is that we really admire, perhaps we could incorporate that into our own work, yet still have OUR work, not that of someone else."
The skies changed, and it started to rain, so I had to go in with only half the shrubs trimmed.
but I didn't mind; I had a very productive morning, indeed.